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Sunday, January 01, 2006

    heppi new year 2006...selamat tahun baru 2006



    I was just thinking.....I kept asking other people what's their new year resolution is but do i, myself have one??? In fact i do have one but i wish to keep it a secret...I'm afraid if i were to say it herre, it will not be a secret then right?? hehhee......like duhzz farhana...*doink* wahahaaa...! But but...i will let it slip a bit....my 2006's resolution is deeper than the previous years because its a personal one..very very personal! Ohk, enough of the new year resolution...



    Herre we go again...

    I leave behind 2005 with mixed feelings --- there's happy and sad and sweet and bitter memories. Many things happened where family, friends and most importantly me, myself and i are involved. Sometimes, these situations went from good to bad, bad to worse and if we're lucky enough, it went bad to good. Hidup bukan senantiasa indah, ia bergelora seperti air laut yang ada pasang surutnya. Dan kita harus tabah menghadapi cabaran dan ujian dah tidak boleh mudah putus asa.(translation in short: life has its own ups and down, and we must not give up easily.) I hope with the new year in 2006, my life will be better than 2005 and keep improving myself to be someone better, a filial daughter, a good sister as i can be to my siblings, a good friend to all my friends and also a faithful hamba to ALLAH.



    Somehow yesternite, i suddenly think of someone and how i missed him, wonder what he was doing at the moment, wonder when will i see him again and when will i hear from him again? Without realising, my tears came rolling down my cheeks, plus the radio was playing this nice song, its like the music came on air right on cue. I will always remember you in my prayer :). I'm not sure whether im still waiting for you but i would like to keep my options open because i can't go on and wait for you and for that one day to happen. Then, what if i've waited for you this whole time and you'll end up with someone else, then what? what'll happen to me?? I can't risk it you know!! I don't think i can bear the emotions later...So, for now, i'm trying to keep my option open and figure things out till that day comes. Seandainya masih ada cinta lagi....But, it will never be a day that i won't think of you!



    Perhaps..perhaps..perhaps

    It's just a random thoughts...perhaps this and perhaps that....perhaps you and i?? uurrrggghhh......hate this thoughts because i can never think well..

    One more thing,i can never end my posts beautifully like others...but but, do i have to??? nah..no...that's not me..so not farhana...oh well...till next time aite peepz...take care of yourself during these festive seasons! *muackz*
♥ ana-ed @ 2:49 AM ♥












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