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Friday, February 17, 2006

    Butterflies in my stomach...dilemma is what I felt, I can never avoid or run away from these emotional states........No matter how hard I hard try, it won't go off. I hate it when I'm feeling like this....it makes me think too much. Is that why I have been feeling giddy all this while.....???? Waduh2.....Why ah....why making some simple decisions can also be stressful. Though I really hate it when I have those feelings...it's just natural for humans to go through it. I felt that I had the 'worse' dilemma these few days.....it is soo tiring. I really needed to talk to someone about this.....you-know-who-you-are! After school, met up with Hani & chill at our usual place.....sipping our cup of coffee. Had the "girl talk" and there was alot of things I did not know initially, right Hani....hehehee! Really had a good chat with Hani, sorry about just now. For a moment, I felt I cannot hold back what I was feeling all this while and talking about "it", I cannot hold back my tears. Thanx for being there Hani....I really appreciate it. And thanx for the doughnuts.

    Had a conversation with one of my fac about planning for career and my future. One thing I remembered him saying was that, "Before you start doing your career plan..think of your retirement then you work backwards. As in think of how much savings you want to have so that you will know what kind of job will help you reach your target." More or less he has help me to sort things out....Speaking of which --- 2 weeks time & I'm done with school.....so fast time flies, it felt just like yesterday I started school...haizzz. And now I have to start looking for a job? Aiyoyo.....what job is suitable for me eh??? Hmmm......I'm also not sure ah....whaha! With the predicted results I have been seeing....it's disappointing and unsatisfying. I do not know how am I going to fair at the end of the semester. But by hook or by crook..I still want to make it possible for me to achieve my goals of goin to University abroad.
♥ ana-ed @ 11:52 PM ♥












Me, MySelf & I
Name: Siti Farhana Jumat
also known as ANA
Born on: Jan 18th '85
Write to me @
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about Me
CAPRICORN. Simple lady.
JellyBeans craze. Chocolate lover.
Coffee is the ultimate caffeine.

my Love
::I love my FAMILY, my life support forever.
Having strong faith in ALLAH to keep me sane.
FRIENDS who are always there,
painting RAINBOWS after a STORM.

:: Music, Food, Movies &
SHOPPING (retail therapy!)!!!

:: Hanging out with my LOVE ones,
somewhere peaceful to relax myself.



My WishList
- Britney Spears's Fantasy
- Incanto Shine Parfum
- Fossil watch
- Swatch watch