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Friday, November 17, 2006

    I can't sleep thinking about this and it really upset me for having this uneasy feeling and I know I shouldn't be feeling this way instead I should just let the matter rest. It really is bugging me and I just needed to pour out my heartfelt.

    I don't wish for the thing that I fear most might happen to happen...don't get it? Never mind...its for me to know anyway...I just feel like crying right now...It pains me to doubt the sincerity given...Sometimes I feel the insecurity in me that tells me that somehow I need the assurance very much so that I know where I stand. It could be because of my lack of expressions shown that fails to show my true feelings.

    How I wish I could just say it here but I can't and I don't want to because maybe its just my stupid feelings and I don't want to jump into conclusion blindly...Maybe this feeling is due to the hormone changing in my body....I don't know, I just don't. I want to make it work, I really do but never I felt clueless of what I'm suppose to do.

    bila kita mencintai yg lain
    mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
    sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
    sayang ku akan hilang








    On a side note:

    Usah Lepaskan - Taufik Batisah
    yg terindah terlukis di bibirmu
    tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu
    pudarkah sudah cinta yg kuberi
    berwarna warni segala yg dijanjikan ia
    usah biarku bersendirian
    usah biar hatimu ditawan
    usah biar diriku disini seorang menunggu tanpa teman
    usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
    usah biar semua berlalu
    usah terlupa perasaan hati pertama kali kita bertemu
    usah lepaskan..
    tak mudah ku melupa segala yg berlaku
    ku ingin selalu bersamamu
    usah biarku bersendirian
    usah biar hatimu ditawan
    usah biar diriku disini seorang menunggu tanpa teman
    usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
    usah biar semua berlalu
    usah terlupa perasaan hati pertama kali kita bertemu
    ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
    engkau dan dia harus bersama
    mendungnya langit bila berkata
    kita patutnya masih bercinta
    usah lepaskan..
    usah lepaskan..
    yg terindah terlukis di bibirmu
    tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu

    P.S. such an emotional song yet so lovely that it manage to captivate me & I'm hooked onto it now...
♥ ana-ed @ 11:31 PM ♥












Me, MySelf & I
Name: Siti Farhana Jumat
also known as ANA
Born on: Jan 18th '85
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about Me
CAPRICORN. Simple lady.
JellyBeans craze. Chocolate lover.
Coffee is the ultimate caffeine.

my Love
::I love my FAMILY, my life support forever.
Having strong faith in ALLAH to keep me sane.
FRIENDS who are always there,
painting RAINBOWS after a STORM.

:: Music, Food, Movies &
SHOPPING (retail therapy!)!!!

:: Hanging out with my LOVE ones,
somewhere peaceful to relax myself.



My WishList
- Britney Spears's Fantasy
- Incanto Shine Parfum
- Fossil watch
- Swatch watch