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Thursday, December 07, 2006

    As much I wouldn't want it to happen but it did. I just knew its gonna happen. I just had the feeling. And although I keep telling and assuring myself that I'm just over-reacting, I need to accept the reality now. I just wanna thank you for everything. I had a wonderful time all this while being with you. Though its just a short while, it really meant everything to me. It taught me alot about trust and communication in a relationship. You showed a new meaning of love to me. I know and understand that you need to work things out by yourself. I accept that and I'm letting you go now though it hurts so so much. I know its for the better. If you love someone, let him go. If its meant to be, he'll come back. If its not, just wish him all the best! I know you are hurting inside too. I guess you have a point when you said its better now than later in the relationship because it might hurt us even more. I'm just thankful and grateful that we still have our friendship...that is if you still want to. If we're meant to be together again, we will.

    I'm sorry if I've said hurtful things to you just now but I couldn't help it and I was just expressing how I feel deep inside. And I feel your sincerity but both of us are hurting inside now. Let time heal our wounds. As much as I want to be angry with you I just can't because I just love you so much to be angry at you. I'm heartbroken now but I will be fine, you don't have to worry about me. You go and do your self-reflection and hopefully things turn out well for you. No matter what I'm still here for you when you need me. I think I better stop now before I start flooding my laptop. I'm somewhat hurt when I think about it.....all this while???

    Airmata tidak dapat mengubati luka dihati kecuali ketaqwaan
    kpd TUHAN dapat mencari ketenangan.


    When two friends fall in love they learn
    they are meant for each other.
    When they fall out of love they realised
    they want to keep each other forever.
    They R not only UR lover, but also Ur best friend.


    P.S. Thanx Hani, Siti and Feera for the comforting words. Thanx for being there for me! And Hani, that little note really made me feel better after reading it. Thanx alot Hani!
♥ ana-ed @ 1:12 AM ♥












Me, MySelf & I
Name: Siti Farhana Jumat
also known as ANA
Born on: Jan 18th '85
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CAPRICORN. Simple lady.
JellyBeans craze. Chocolate lover.
Coffee is the ultimate caffeine.

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::I love my FAMILY, my life support forever.
Having strong faith in ALLAH to keep me sane.
FRIENDS who are always there,
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