I don't wish for the thing that I fear most might happen to happen...don't get it? Never mind...its for me to know anyway...I just feel like crying right now...It pains me to doubt the sincerity given...Sometimes I feel the insecurity in me that tells me that somehow I need the assurance very much so that I know where I stand. It could be because of my lack of expressions shown that fails to show my true feelings.
How I wish I could just say it here but I can't and I don't want to because maybe its just my stupid feelings and I don't want to jump into conclusion blindly...Maybe this feeling is due to the hormone changing in my body....I don't know, I just don't. I want to make it work, I really do but never I felt clueless of what I'm suppose to do.
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
On a side note:
Usah Lepaskan - Taufik Batisah
yg terindah terlukis di bibirmu
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu
pudarkah sudah cinta yg kuberi
berwarna warni segala yg dijanjikan ia
usah biarku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disini seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati pertama kali kita bertemu
usah lepaskan..
tak mudah ku melupa segala yg berlaku
ku ingin selalu bersamamu
usah biarku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disini seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati pertama kali kita bertemu
ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
engkau dan dia harus bersama
mendungnya langit bila berkata
kita patutnya masih bercinta
usah lepaskan..
usah lepaskan..
yg terindah terlukis di bibirmu
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu
P.S. such an emotional song yet so lovely that it manage to captivate me & I'm hooked onto it now...